Each time before I sleep, I never fail to glance and hug the tiny quiet angel sleeping by my side. As you breathe quietly and beautifully I really have to thank and praise Allah for allowing someone like me to be able to be with an angel like you.
Love you lots.
Ayis
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Sunday, November 8, 2009
Sunday, November 1, 2009
Losing you
I have had nightmares of losing you. It can be so hard to fathom even that very prospect of losing you, but that is probably a very real thing that we both may need to face. Even more obvious is the fact that I see my fellow (much older) participants in my grad dip programme whose spouses have passed away.
I look at P, who had recently lost his wife and see the tears well up in his eyes as he talks fondly about her. Surely death should be a celebration of life as opposed to a mourning and a lapse into depression.
I wonder whether I can be brave enough to pray that I would stay longer than you so you won't bear the pain of your loss, such as the one you felt from grandma Rahimah. I would attempt as difficult as possible to celebrate your wonderful life as a wonderful wife, daughter, sister, mentor and teacher. That may just keep me going, as painful as it is.
But ultimately our lot in life is ultimately in the hands of Allah, and I may not necessarily have that wish. So should I go first, do know that I love you forever, my sun and stars, you are my everything. do celebrate the wonderful memories we have carved out together and Insya Allah, we will reunite forever in the after life ( I might have to join you a little later though.... Some 'cleansing' to do...*shudder*).
Love you sweetie
I look at P, who had recently lost his wife and see the tears well up in his eyes as he talks fondly about her. Surely death should be a celebration of life as opposed to a mourning and a lapse into depression.
I wonder whether I can be brave enough to pray that I would stay longer than you so you won't bear the pain of your loss, such as the one you felt from grandma Rahimah. I would attempt as difficult as possible to celebrate your wonderful life as a wonderful wife, daughter, sister, mentor and teacher. That may just keep me going, as painful as it is.
But ultimately our lot in life is ultimately in the hands of Allah, and I may not necessarily have that wish. So should I go first, do know that I love you forever, my sun and stars, you are my everything. do celebrate the wonderful memories we have carved out together and Insya Allah, we will reunite forever in the after life ( I might have to join you a little later though.... Some 'cleansing' to do...*shudder*).
Love you sweetie
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